I've finally made it - the plan to follow till my graduation. Took some time to be made...mostly because so many things felt so uncertain. After 2 and a half years of living here I've finally learned how to settle down completely! And now …

I do not need a painter's starry night,nor a poet's dreamy vision.With my eyes, completely closed,I paint every detail of your face -the way I felt it and envisioned. The kindness of your smile -it makes me want to pull the moon downand br…

I haven't been posting much in the past whole month because I chose to keep the moments to myself, rather than share them. My birthday is coming soon and so much changed in the past semester. And as I've always said - so much changed since…

44 65 70 72 65 73 73 69 6f 6e The sky, she keeps her colours -always falling for the sunrise.Although people disappear likeclouds, you and I remain the same.Always hunted by the thoughts,you hide your face beneath my pillow,simply wishing …

How the man in this video feels and what he does... I completely understand, have done and felt the same way! It's the best feeling in the world!

Iclosemyeyesand think of... Dreams for milesand miles ahead. Myheartispoundingevenfaster. Feels liketoday will never end. Ignitemysoulwithpassion. Carry me throughrooms of hope. Wakemeuponlyonceit's over. I don'twant to diebefore it stops!

For everyone getting up early...

I started celebrating the Spring Festival for the first time when I came here to Germany 2 years ago. It's an amazing experience and I have some great memories from the past celebrations! To all of my friends, happy new year! Lots of healt…

Last evening, I began to write the post which I've been wanting to post in a long time, but I realized that talking about everything in a single post would make it too long and too complicated. So that is why I'm going to cut everything in…

These few weeks in my free time, I've been reading again a lot about depression, anxiety, OCD, intrusive thoughts and other topics related to mental health. And what I recently stumbbled upon on was these videos from the mid 20th century w…

The snow that I remember- snowflakes shiningin your eyes.On the night of cold December,when the momentjust felt right... The snow that makesyou tremble -are you still dreamingof the painter's kiss? They say that the snow has melted...Well …

It's just far away from your reach.

*1 You close your eyesand dream of shadowslong forgotten. Memories that hauntyou, many thoughtson whichyou choke on. You linger inthe madness,built withinthe sadnessof your mind. And every dayand night,during any time,you tear yourselfapar…

I haven't posted much, since I'm really busy. Last picture I drew during a lecture and I couldn't finish it properly. This one I made right now, while taking a break from studies. The picture doesn't depict anyone in particular. I got a bi…

The night makes a moveas it comes just blackas your eyes.Darling, I'll be your painterand you'll be my muse in disguise. The face of a child -I would coverthe sky with your smiles.All across the Milky WayI'd paint the shapeof your nose as …

Have you ever had the same thoughts over and over every day to the point where it becomes a habit of yours thinking about something, daydreaming about it and often getting distracted by it? You wake up and through out your day you find you…

Wooooooosh woooosh Just who are you when your colours fade? P.S. Awesome moon! Thank you everyone for the great weekend! You're awesome! And thank you Keti for testing my camera with me!

Far away from here,where the sun met the moonand the moon brought the night,is where I want to meet you. Far away from this -from everyone I know,everything I am andeverything I feel...that's where I want to meet you. Just us andthe unknow…

That old man at the rondell... How could have I wasted so much thoughts on so many unimportant things... when everything that I need has been always here with me... My family, my friends, my dreams... They've all given me a reason to live.…

A few days ago at work in Botanik, there was this old man in front of the rondell where you leave your plates and tablet once you're done eating. Also that rondell is actually right next to the door where I work. Either way, sometimes when…

Wake up in the morning,think of your smile.Doing my homework,then work for a while. Ain't got no time for rain made of thoughts,my heart keeps dreaming ofyour black orchid eyes. Lost in the evening,we dream of tomorrow.Busy and working,the…

Oh, I should've known...It was you, when I left.That perfume that you own to my door, how it spread...on the night that you cameon my floor, then you left... Oh, I should've known...It was you, when we met...Darling, how long is too long?H…

I'm really into rock, punk and metal, but usually when I wake up and need to start my day, I listen to this playlist: Also, I updated the movies:

These days have been really interesting! I started learning how to play guitar and now I'm learning "Nothing Else Matters" by Metallica. I never thought that learning a musical instrument could be so relaxing. I'll definitely try to stick …

It is interesting how much we do not see from a person unless we're very close to them, isn't it? :) Recently I watched a documentary about personality and in that documentary they spoke about being a leader and what leadership means. I th…

Last story was about a certain way of thinking that can be very self-damaging and a big waste of time if we get used to having such a mindset. Of course, since it's a fictional story, I over- exaggerated with some of the thoughts which the…